ive lost you ive lost you ive lost you ive lost you ive lost you

i also found this and i cant stop watching it. its so good.

Cover Me: Slang Chickens | 'Age of Consent' from Say Mayday on Vimeo.

i wish that we could talk about it

i'm thankful for you

LET'S TRY THIS AGAIN

i'm down to fuck with this blog again.

here goes nothing!

what's wrong

I have this overwhelming feeling of being unsatisfied and I couldn't thing of what is was I wantedBut then I realized all I want is LA

back in the new york city groove

fourth of july was anticlimactic
but who cares

well im here

i start work on monday

im going to the beach for the fourth of july
i have this weird dry skin on my arm
like i have a sunburn only i never saw the burn
but other than that im good
i got a new computer
cool!
plus its a national holiday! bj panda bear day!
because its bjs birthday! yahoo!!!
i wish i could be there. love you have fun at 86....
....without me.

on that note...

now i leave for new york in about 2 weeks
what the heck
how did this happen

i dont want to gooooooooo

ill be seeing you

by the way i move to new york in less than two months

GAHHHHHH!!!!!!

can't....stop

I've been putting together my portfolio, mostly for the heck of it, for the better part of the afternoon

...and listening to the rent soundtrack. not because i want to, because I can't pull away...